either i'm really slow or very forgetful or time is going by really really fast but just a second ago, i couldn't remember how old i was and i had to look at the internet explorer tab when you got your myspace logged in on that screen and it displays your page name, male or female, where you from and age!!!!

DAMN 24 not 23 not 22 but 24 DAMN!

i haven't written in this thing for such a long time and the main reason i been at a creative funk/block for awhile which i hate.  another thing is i just remembered what this things password was and so i just changed it to something that i can remember a bit better now.  anyways here i go with another one of my poetry that i haven't got to write in a long time

title: one...

by: gt_gizmo

isolation...... lonliness in the world filled and has one the biggest population in todays history.......sterotypes out there and the asian sterotype of the same race hangs out with each other often...... hault.....pause...... couples hangin with each other because they just want to see each other without an alternative cause or without an alternative motive....... faint ideal? question marks surround the casism of that concept..... hopes of contact...... precious fragile things get torn ways into vortexs....... reach out to grab and deem light upon darkness...... really a hard thing to do is to call or at least spend 10 minutes of human time to grab food or at least catch a movie?..... hugging isolation getting comfort from an opposite concept...... mind in the distance..... boredom and lonliness accured in the minds vocabulary...... going to same areas,.... just not school...... not getting to grow up with each other or going to the same school..... does that make me non existance....... refusing to chance my style and not wait...... over imaginations....... sometimes over exageration might be the interpertation...... cell phones and the internet exist right.....?...?...?  quietly awaiting...... many solutions in front of sight...... a lot of words and pharses getting repeated maybe out of habit or routine?....?....? we are out on missions of human interaction and many everyday on one certain day get the challenge of human contact and communitcation...... many force things just to please others....... i guess forced communication is equal to not being talked to at all....... hugging isolation in the corner and slowly disapearing as a memory in human subconcious........ swaying in tears everyday for comfort...... what is the meaning of new life or living life in the world where success and gaining worldly materials gets shuned and looked upon with the greatest of interest...... if someone is beyond your networking and you can't fulfil your greed from a particular networkee...... by all means stop preaching with breath that can save a life worth gaining and keep going....... isolation and being alone..... why question who feels lonely?/...... answers are infront and yes maybe i might be giving off being insenative and non patient in his life....... appoligizes will be said..... and just keep forgetting the forgotten one....... when thinking about someone or ones...... why think when actions and taking actions isn't life threating????.....???.... grasp at the only thing with open arms...... lonely and alone...... one...... one.......

2008 is going to be a powerful year for the video game world! there is going to be 3 major title games all coming out ugh

Tekken 6

Street fighter 4

Soul Cailbur 4

not fair, watching these clips makes me want to spend 300 or 400 dollars on their respected consoles, ugh why do they only have to be for the ps3 and the 360,,, poo!

christmas time is coming near and also the new years is coming up, weird how 2007 didn't feel like 2007. it feels like i blink and all of a sudden 2007 is 2008, but then again, expecting some kind of big change of a new year hmmmm, well in any event, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY AND HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!